Tales of a Double Virgo
Episode 10
You Get There Because You Want To
this occurred to me today on a walk
<oh, i love the walking insights>
i can ‘get there’ because i want to.
it has nothing to do with how much
or how little i work
where i came from
what my past ‘conditioning’ was
what my current situation is
and
on and on forever.
i tend to perhaps blame this or that
for where i am.
‘oh, if i would have only learned that as a child.’
‘if i just changed that.’
‘if only that was different.’
today i felt
hmmmm
the reason ANYONE does anything
or gets anywhere
is because they freaking want to.
all habits can be changed
all obstacles can be moved <or jumped over>
all patterns can be broken
all past can be erased
all wounds can heal.
this leaves me with>
no excuses.
if i’m not ‘there’ yet
it’s because i haven’t wanted it badly enough.
i know
it’s soooo not spiritual to want things <ha!>
and
you surely don’t want to want from a place of lack or neediness.
bla bla bla.
i’m talking about the desire
that is unwavering
clear
focused
and
you don’t fucking stop till you get there.
you get there because you want to
and
the only real obstacle is yourself.
man, it feels good to feel the words flowing again.
fuck that video shit
i’m not there yet.
or maybe
i don’t want it badly enough.
yes
many things have changed.
i am new
you are new
this place is new all around us.
what do you want?
are you willing to go for it?
are you willing to step out of your way to get there?
hurry back to yourself, hunny
and
get nice and comfy in that body you came in to.
fill in AND out
and
set your gaze to the land ahead
where you’d like to see yourself.
you are already there
waiting
and
the weather is fine.
Comments 6
great insight Dee Elle! joy on the journey! much love to you and all! : ) eme
thank you! so fun to get back in the writing game…… xoxo
Love. Thank you 🙂
<3
Loved this rumination. Let’s meet for tea or a walk when you have a minute…. Would love to get you in front of our yoga students at Inversion for a workshop or meditation or whatever;)
Love light gratitude,
ELLY Garrett 413-1181
thank you. & yes please!!! xo