Daily Nugget #136
what the hell.
so
i’m sitting at my computer
getting ready to write whatever it is i am going to write today
and
all i can think is:
‘what the hell’.
is anyone else feeling this?
the fabric of my life feels very strange today
and
lately.
i feel like an alien.
i’m totally confused.
it’s like i’m having issues interacting with the world
because i can’t understand its language anymore.
have i changed that much?
or
has the world?
i am going along in my normal happy place
and BAM!
shit is just flying at me left and right.
stuff isn’t working right.
time feels slippery.
really slippery.
it’s been a challenge to connect with people
because the waves communication are ripple-y.
my calendar slips to the next day
or
the next week!
what i thought was happening tomorrow
happened yesterday.
am i going faster?
or slower?
maybe i’m slipping OUT of time all together.
moving IN to a more 5th dimensional experience.
i’ve heard it can be very disorienting.
i feel like a snail
cruising right along side
of a race track.
or maybe
it’s because i have realized and recognized
a barrier between myself and my life
and
have taken action to expand beyond it
or
open the doors within it that i didn’t realize existed until now.
maybe life feels like this all the time
and i have had a dense filter.
with it adjusted
or
my awareness of it adjusted
life is coming on full strength
and
full speed.
damn.
is anyone else confused?
ready for a new way of being?
ready to release the OLD ways of form and dis-function
and
embrace a new paradigm?
me! i’m ready!
SO much i’d like to say goodbye to.
i think it’s already leaving.
maybe
i’m going SO fast that life is just whipping by?
oh, the possibilities are freaking endless
and
i’m not sure that there is an answer.
how can you truly navigate
somewhere you’ve never been?
without Siri.
with a GPS.
you use your insides.
you feel it out.
we are becoming more feeling creatures
whether we like it or not.
watch out, tho.
that first step is a doozy! ha!
and
be careful of the things designed to numb our awakening:
fear. screens. chemicals. processed foods.
our bodies thrive on love and trust. time in nature. food water and air that is clean and in its natural state. happy thoughts and playfulness.
pay attention to how you truly feel. in your mind. in your emotions and in your body.
offer yourself deep nourishment. unconditional love and a healthy dose of giggles & deep breaths.
whether you are the snail or the race horse
choose to feel each moment
and
respond with kindness
to: yourself. others. AND our awesome Mother Earth.
have a fabulous forever.
xo
me