Daily Nugget #215
Trust in Trust!
i was cruising down the thought highway yesterday
and i got rear ended.
right in the back side of my heart.
you are probably wondering what the thought highway is??
it is a place where thoughts. ideas and often inspiration live.
it is a place that i enjoy plugging IN to
it is where many of the Nuggets come from.
it is a way
to mingle with similar minds.
this particular thought highway
doesn’t contain any bullshit or fear.
all good juicy expansive stuff.
i feel blessed that i know how to get there.
back to the ‘accident’.
i’m walking along
fully plugged in to the highway
when i feel this blast to the back side of my heart.
wow. it HAS been a little tight back there.
feelin’ like i need an adjustment….
i am in 2 thought highways at the same time.
1 part of my thoughts are thinking of the things that
i want to come together
feel a bit impossible.
<nothing is impossible>
the other part of my thoughts
navigate a more elevated highway.
that is when i was rear ended by:
Trust in Trust!!!!!
that so very often
i put energy in a certain direction
and i’m Not Fully Trusting
the results to be delivered.
trust is a thing for many of us.
maybe we’ve been burned too many times.
maybe we just don’t even know how to Trust?
i realized i have been doing things a bit wack-ily.
how can you Trust if you don’t?
what it comes down to is:
We Have To Trust to Trust.
how is that possible?!
i don’t freaking know
but i’m learning.
in that moment
of my rear ending
or back heart-ing
i chose to trust that the seemingly impossible
really CAN happen
the only thing that keeps it from happening
is my belief that it CAN’T.
my head is spinning.
i am not who i thought i was….
blowing my candle out
making a wish
pinching it off.
it has thrown me for a loop.
i’m doing loop de loops.
i’m getting dizzy.
i better sit down.
i AM sitting.
maybe it’s nap time.
my inners are in a Vitamix.
i’m going for another drive
down the Thought Highway of Awesomeness.
ps. anything is possible.