there is a newness in the THISness
guiding my me.
the ‘voice’ of guidance
is much closer. louder. & with a sense of humor.
omg. HELL yes.
when my inner guidance first started coming IN to my conscious awareness.
i would only hear it AFTER the fact.
after the thing.
after after after.
i would remember the teeny. soft voice of guidance.
like the – We Are Here- that Horton hears from the dust speck.
but i wouldn’t hear it till after i heard it-
until i started paying better atención.
over the years
the dust speck spoke louder
until the voice came from the inside
instead of the distant OUT.
most of the time.
but always there. gently.
the voice. the guidance.
whatever the fuck it is
actually has a different tone. presence. everything.
it speaks from a place of grander vision.
scanning ALL possibilities.
not only in the light
but looking thru the shadows.
where the answers often live.
what’s on the OTHER side of the shadow
can be the juiciest pathway of and to opening.
many things i have chosen
didn’t at ALL appear in the spectrum of options
of my former me.
with all (or most) options visible (ish)
eyes on ALL (or most) sides
it is EASIER
what used to be hard
cuz the feel good-ness
is THAT much clearer.
self doubt just got voted off of the island
now drives the upgraded ship of wonder.
have you noticed a shift in YOUR navigational system?