Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #32 the lack reflex it feels like a reflex. that suck-the-life-outta-you kick in the abs response to certain ‘things’ ie. triggers. the i don’t have enough i’m not doing enough i’m not good enough reflex that comes in and kicks ass all over the place trampling the goodness that was birthing the …
the door shall open
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #29 the door shall open…. i like questions. i like asking them. offering them. pondering them. ‘When we arrived at the Question, the Answer is already near.’ RW Emerson i’m in a new phase. ready and open to newness receptive to changing the inners AND asking new questions. instead of …
Cloud 9
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #24 Cloud 9 ‘i was on Cloud 9,’ he said. i got to thinking. why 9? why does the 9th cloud describe this state of elevation and bliss? oh, google. to think we used to turn to Dewey Decimal! turns out Cloud 9 actually refers to the cumulonimbus which rises 6.2 miles …
the root
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #22 (22 is my number!! i hope this episode rocks!) the root they say money is the root of all evil. who is this ‘they’ anyway? and root of all evil? hmmmmm. money is not evil. money is paper. paper made by us. it’s not really real, tho a very persistent illusion. and …
my suitcase
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #20 my suitcase my suitcase has always been neatly packed with a few messy corners and an awkward bulge here and there. at the moment i am being pushed on to a plane with no luggage. not even a freakin’ carry on and i look down to find i’m naked. nothing …
am i medicating?
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #19 am i medicating? fuck. i’m medicating again. it’s subtle and loud at the same time. the familiar rise of uncomfy feelings reaching for the drink. the smoke. the sugary treat. what the hell do i think they are gonna do for me anyway? i’m in a particularly dry time <not …
What I Can Do to Be More Playful
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #16 +<What I Can Do To Be More Playful>+ ?! i’m taking the lead from Rob Brezsny this week. in his Free Will Astrology horoscope for Virgo the homework assignment is…. write an essay titled: What I Can Do To Be More Playful. ha! he MUST be psychic. i actually am a …
Fall Clean UP
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #13 Fall Clean UP i’ve been tending to and cleaning gardens tucking them for the winter. let’s jump right IN to the deep thoughts from the garden shall we?! tho i write from a deeply personal perspective i am fiercely private <or have been> i also tend to NOT look at the …
identity crisis…..
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode 12 Identity Crisis! who am i now? after all that i’ve been thru after all that we’ve been thru me myself & i. who am i now when the world see the old me responds to the old me. RIP old me tho you are not really resting. you still live there …
can it be easy?
Tales of a Double Virgo Episode #11 can it be easy? do we really want it to be? and what IS it ? how are you feeling these days? has the pain of a certain situation OR relationship reached its max? or at least reached the max you are willing to tolerate? do you feel pain in your body? …