yea.
i think pretty much
EVERYONE did.
you may have gotten your ass kicked
in any number of ways.
maybe your
well meaning- yet (often) worse-case-scenario/debbie-downer of a mind
talked you OUT of everything before you could even consider the newness
OR
the possibility of what could be?
or
the self-doubt monster
the i-don’t-deserve-it goblin
OR
the i’m-not-good-enough pirate
showed up to basically
crush your spirit INto a zillion teeny pieces
leaving you to sweep for HOURS
looking for all of your life pieces.
(you may have missed a few :|)
or maybe everything was FINE.
you hardened your upper lip
or
furrowed your brow
and
Pushed Thru.
if you have experienced any of these things
consider that THIS may have been happening under the surface:
*we REvisit our ‘stuff’ in a spiral kind of way.
we may pass by/thru things several times
at several angles
till…we…see.
*sometimes things are gone
without us even realizing.
then they come back
and we wonder
HOW ON EARTH WE USED TO LIVE IN THIS STATE ALL OF THE TIME.
just to remind us that we really ARE changing. growing. UPleveling.
*and sometimes
we feel things. other people’s things. and beyond.
and they feel like our things. tho really they aren’t.
and at the same time- they are.
cuz We Are ONE.
truly.
if we could see what lived in all of the spaces INbetween all of the things-
this planet. This UNIVERSE (and beyond) would be One Solid Thing.
fur realz.
take a breath.
connect to your heart.
send out some love.
we are ALL going thru some version of something
and
many of those somethings are a bit uncomfy.
there will be many more moments of the UN
and a hell of a lot more moments in between.
when traveling the cosmic monkey bars of your life-
sometimes you can barely hold on.
sometimes you swing freely.
sometimes you just fucking fall off
and
sometimes you choose to actually climb up
and WALK across the top- defying ALL rules.
finding a nice surge of thrill
and
making it to the other side-
where you jump.

maybe this has nothing to do with this post. OR maybe it does??
Comments 5
I love this Dee!!!
💓✨💓
Just what I needed!
I love your inspiration so much!
Thank you,
🥰🙏
I love everything about this, last week was chaos! I especially love the tiny hand, haha!!
Sooo good and yes, I was in the spiral o’ the old last week. Thank you for sharing and supporting your fellow humans!
Beautiful Dee 💜🙏 I needed to hear this message today. Thank you for bringing your magic to the world ✨
Oh, yes 🙌🏼
Your words are amazing. The truth of how life can be is overwhelming in its unpleasant realness. Flying in the clouds of comfort & conquer is the better place of choice. Oh, to be there always.