so you say you had a rough week…

yea.

i think pretty much

EVERYONE did.

 

you may have gotten your ass kicked

in any number of ways.

 

maybe your

well meaning- yet (often) worse-case-scenario/debbie-downer of a mind

talked you OUT of everything before you could even consider the newness

OR

the possibility of what could be?

 

or

the self-doubt monster

the i-don’t-deserve-it goblin

OR

the i’m-not-good-enough pirate

showed up to basically

crush your spirit INto a zillion teeny pieces

leaving you to sweep for HOURS

looking for all of your life pieces.

(you may have missed a few :|)

 

or maybe everything was FINE.

you hardened your upper lip

or

furrowed your brow

and

Pushed Thru.

 

if you have experienced any of these things

consider that THIS may have been happening under the surface:

 

*we REvisit our ‘stuff’ in a spiral kind of way.

we may pass by/thru things several times

at several angles

till…we…see.

 

*sometimes things are gone

without us even realizing.

then they come back

and we wonder

HOW ON EARTH WE USED TO LIVE IN THIS STATE ALL OF THE TIME.

just to remind us that we really ARE changing. growing. UPleveling.

 

*and sometimes

we feel things. other people’s things. and beyond.

and they feel like our things. tho really they aren’t.

and at the same time- they are.

cuz We Are ONE.

truly.

 

if we could see what lived in all of the spaces INbetween all of the things-

this planet. This UNIVERSE (and beyond) would be One Solid Thing.

fur realz.

 

take a breath.

connect to your heart.

send out some love.

we are ALL going thru some version of something

and

many of those somethings are a bit uncomfy.

 

there will be many more moments of the UN

and a hell of a lot more moments in between.

 

when traveling the cosmic monkey bars of your life-

sometimes you can barely hold on.

sometimes you swing freely.

sometimes you just fucking fall off

and

sometimes you choose to actually climb up

and WALK across the top- defying ALL rules.

finding a nice surge of thrill

and

making it to the other side-

where you jump.