Tales of a Double Virgo
Episode #37
scrambled
‘How would you like your life done?’ asks the cosmic server.
over easy? nah.
hard boiled? god no.
scrambled? sounds about right.
this morning i came downstairs
and
there was a robin sitting on the back of my couch.
hmmmm.
naughty kitty.
wonder if she (the robin) chose hard boiled today?
choice. yes.
we chooooooooooose it.
if i consciously choose scrambled
would that make a difference?
perhaps.
i’ve been perhaps-ing a lot lately.
scrambled perhaps?
are you noticing a scrambled aspect to your life?
instructions:
beat with a cosmic whisk
until fluffy.
do NOT over beat.
if you are choosing the hard boiled option
you are probably feeling like you may break
at any moment.
resistance makes us hard.
are you resisting the inevitable?
over easy?
sometimes over easy is the hardest.
staying with what is ‘easy’ isn’t always.
the familiar can feel easier
than the alternative
but often
it can cause a longer
slower
more painful death
of the spirit.
i talked sweetly to the robin
as i opened the window behind her.
she stressing for a few breaths
then rocketed to freedom.
i wonder if she had come to accept
that she was trapped
and
decided to just chill the F out?
cats lurking closely.
sometimes i lean in
and
intentionally scramble the heck out of my inners.
why not?
por que no?
let’s mix the colors
add a splash of milk
and see what unity feels like.
so much separation.
i seek unity.
unity with those parts of me that broke off somewhere down the road.
unity with the dreams i once had and gave up on.
unity with annoying neighbors or looney leaders
we ARE all one after all
if you really think about it.
we are experiencing separation
so the unity feels extra sweet when it comes back around.
like returning to a place you love
or
to a person you’ve missed.
we’ve forgotten so much.
we’ve allowed too much.
i wonder how that robin is feeling now?
no doubt she entered my house via cats mouth.
she probably shook it off and moved on.
we could get better at that practice.
shake it off. shake it out. shake it shake it until you feel free.
that shit works.
this is the first thing that appeared when i googled -shake it shake it baby- hilarious & awesome.
and if you’re up for a good shake out, this rocks. immediate attitude adjustment.
be free, people.
xo