Daily Nugget #88

late on a Friday…

 

here i am

Nuggeting late

on a friday.

oops. i forgot it was friday.

 

black friday, no less.

was/is it black for you?

was it all gangrene and stuff.

ew! gross.

 

i moved thru this black day

slowly.

slowly

expanding my day

my hours

far beyond

time and space.

expanding my heart

my vision

far beyond the confines of my beliefs.

 

expansion.

slowly.

intentionally.

go-with-the-flow-fully.

 

within the great pendulum of time

the time

that doesn’t really exist

that

is just a system

of confinement

of

limitation

of

illusion…….

time.

is this where this Nugget is going?

is this where it is taking me??

 

time.

 

time.

the deepest

biggest

and

most

structured

system we have

here on earth.

so we think.

 

what if time moved differently than we thought?

what if it existed vertically

instead of horizontally?

what if

we could access any time or place

that has ever been or will be

in either direction?

 

do we buy in to the belief

that time exists

only forward

and

backwards?

 

what about vertically?

sideways?

down?

 

i moved thru my day

slowly

and

intentionally.

slipping in to other moments

sometimes on purpose

sometimes by accident.

tryptophan lingering….

alcohol wearing off

remnants of other things wandering thru my blood.

 

i moved thru my day slowly

not rushing

not stressing.

enjoying each section of experience

each interaction

each feeling.

 

i slipped

from time to time

into another layer

that seemed familiar

yet distant.

another time

another version of me.

 

i slipped for a moment

tho not for long

as my life of now came back in to focus.

 

moments were paused

or lost

or skipped over.

 

time is slippery.

and

today

i slid.

 

maybe i’ll learn to bring my sled next time

and

go for a bigger ride.

i wonder where i’ll end up?

 

time is slippery

and

so are we

if we can allow ourselves to be.

if we can allow our beliefs

to open and shift

and

expand beyond the linear

beyond structure.

 

i moved slowly thru my day

and

now my fingers move slowly across the keyboard

staying open to the words

the experience

the possibility.

slipping this way and that

taking new turns

opening new doors.

 

i moved slowly thru my day

allowing my slip and slide

to be joyful.

not gripping the moment

not gripping the flow

just flowing…..

slowly

intentionally

and

open

to the vertical

to the magical

to the possibility

and

beyond.

time is not as it seems.....

time is not as it seems…..