Daily Nugget #88
late on a Friday…
here i am
Nuggeting late
on a friday.
oops. i forgot it was friday.
black friday, no less.
was/is it black for you?
was it all gangrene and stuff.
ew! gross.
i moved thru this black day
slowly.
slowly
expanding my day
my hours
far beyond
time and space.
expanding my heart
my vision
far beyond the confines of my beliefs.
expansion.
slowly.
intentionally.
go-with-the-flow-fully.
within the great pendulum of time
the time
that doesn’t really exist
that
is just a system
of confinement
of
limitation
of
illusion…….
time.
is this where this Nugget is going?
is this where it is taking me??
time.
time.
the deepest
biggest
and
most
structured
system we have
here on earth.
so we think.
what if time moved differently than we thought?
what if it existed vertically
instead of horizontally?
what if
we could access any time or place
that has ever been or will be
in either direction?
do we buy in to the belief
that time exists
only forward
and
backwards?
what about vertically?
sideways?
down?
i moved thru my day
slowly
and
intentionally.
slipping in to other moments
sometimes on purpose
sometimes by accident.
tryptophan lingering….
alcohol wearing off
remnants of other things wandering thru my blood.
i moved thru my day slowly
not rushing
not stressing.
enjoying each section of experience
each interaction
each feeling.
i slipped
from time to time
into another layer
that seemed familiar
yet distant.
another time
another version of me.
i slipped for a moment
tho not for long
as my life of now came back in to focus.
moments were paused
or lost
or skipped over.
time is slippery.
and
today
i slid.
maybe i’ll learn to bring my sled next time
and
go for a bigger ride.
i wonder where i’ll end up?
time is slippery
and
so are we
if we can allow ourselves to be.
if we can allow our beliefs
to open and shift
and
expand beyond the linear
beyond structure.
i moved slowly thru my day
and
now my fingers move slowly across the keyboard
staying open to the words
the experience
the possibility.
slipping this way and that
taking new turns
opening new doors.
i moved slowly thru my day
allowing my slip and slide
to be joyful.
not gripping the moment
not gripping the flow
just flowing…..
slowly
intentionally
and
open
to the vertical
to the magical
to the possibility
and
beyond.