Tales of a Double Virgo
Episode #57
is negativity necessary?
i patched together a costume on saturday
from the good old costume box
not finding exactly what i had hoped
i donned a star wars -clone- suit.
(clone is what the storm troopers were before Palpatine had the Jedi’s killed.
lots of back story that i won’t get in to. haha!)
and
my hot pink wig.
so i was a star wars/japanimation something something.
i didn’t reeeeaaalllly form my persona before leaving my house.
the night somehow did that for me.
i was asked so many times ‘who ARE you?’
what a question! on most days.
then things started to form.
i was a Defender of the Universe.
that seemed to satisfy most people.
then one gal
dressed as broccoli asked,
‘what are you defending us FROM?’
sooooo many things flashed thru my brain:
chemicals.
darkness.
lies.
the man.
and
i landed on….
N E G A T I V I T Y.
i’m defending the universe from negativity.
then i thought
shoot, wait
do we need negativity???!!!
like there needs to be darkness
it defines the light
and
all that.
NO.
the Samurai Warrior that i was dancing with said:
‘negativity is the commentary.’
light IS. dark IS.
negativity can bring both sides down
and
doesn’t contribute anything beneficial to the whole.
Defender of the Universe- from Negativity
how does that look?
how does one DO that?
mostly
i just stay the fuck away from chronically negative people.
sure we all dip in from time to time
but some exist there.
a new perspective.
those in the darkness of chronic negativity
see EVERYTHING as sucky.
even a sweet newborn….
‘yea, too bad she was born in to THIS world’
a B- (B negative. ha!) might say.
hey i think that’s my blood type.
can that be changed?!!
last thought on this spooky/revealing day of a thin veil
notice your thoughts, your words.
from where do they burst forth?
are you dwelling or complaining?
or
are you smiling and gratitude-ing?
positivity is a CHOICE
and
we all have it.
you can choose to say:
‘yay! good morning!’
or
‘fuck. it’s morning.’
where do your thoughts and words ride
and
where will you let them take you?
BE a defender of the Universe
and
rearrange your thoughts and sentences to speak LIFE
and
see how everything around you responses.
Defender of the UNIVERSE!!! yea, baby 🙂
Comments 1
Love this! And your new title:).