Tales of a Double Virgo
Episode 12
Identity Crisis!
who am i now?
after all that i’ve been thru
after all that we’ve been thru
me myself & i.
who am i now
when the world see the old me
responds to the old me.
RIP old me
tho you are not really resting.
you still live there
here
somewhere
you are the foundation of the newness.
we build this version
you and me
together.
i have been so many versions of caterpillar
to imaginal cell
to butterfly.
so many times
so many different species
planets
galaxies.
all within me
all traveled thru often
and constantly.
who am i now.
can anyone even recognize me?
how could i even look the same
after all of this change.
i have known many names
many phases
many versions
of myself and beyond.
why do you lock me to the past
with your gaze
with your assumptions
with your …….
this change is so rapid
i wonder
where the fuck i am sometimes.
how did i get here
and
where do i go now.
who am i now
can’t you see that i’m different
still housing the same spirit
tho now clearer & brighter.
who am i now
after i changed what i ‘do’
tho i’m still who i am
can’t you grow with me too?
who am i now
i feel i’m born from my ashes
again and again
and
again some more.
Who Am I Now
won’t someone please tell me.
i feel more whole
more complete
more alive
than ever!
how do i relate to the world
as the new me?
i feel awkward and clumsy.
what do i say?
how do i be?
my head is in retrograde
my heart poised to flee
i take a deep breath
and
come back>
back to me.
hi
nice to meet you
it’s me
fresh and new.
will you meet me in Nowness?
in our most upgraded self version
alive and well.
who am i now?
i’m everyone and no one
pulsed in a cosmic Vitamix
with the most excellent creaminess.
will you walk with my nowness
my me-ness
with yours
and
start from this point
hand in hand
round each curve.
yea baby!