i forgot about Trust

i forgot about Trust

for a minute (or 3).

 

my world felt like it was spinning.

BEing constantly dog-piled by my thoughts.

i couldn’t breathe.

 

my stuff.

the world stuff.

the EVERYTHING stuff.

it ALL somehow

felt like MY responsibility to deal with.

 

wtf.

 

currently

my life is completely different than it was a year ago

(duh)

EVERYthing has changed.

 

then the other day

a week or so ago

ALL of my old thoughts and feels

broke down my front door

(& side door)

and blasted back IN to my life.

 

what the hell.

i have soooo many fab tools

and

have come sooooo far in my inners

how the HELL is this happening?

 

life is a spiral.

wherever you go. there you are.

and all those things…

 

my mind was LOUD this morning.

(this one goes to 11. ha!)

so i crawled out of bed (literally)

and

dropped INto my meditative zone

with the question and intention of:

How The HELL Do I Deal With THIS?!

 

after a few breaths

my dragon showed up

(if you know me, you know i have a loooong history w dragons)

and he took me somewhere.

 

the place he/we landed was familiar.

i recognized it immediately.

IT…WAS…TRUST!

yes, in my world

there’s a specific inner place that reps Trust.

 

In That Moment

the thought army retreated.

my body felt lighter.

i remembered that i forgot.

so now

i remember to remember.

 

Trust Is The Seed Of Potential.

truly.

 

a big smile expanded across my face

as i remembered.

 

thank freaking goodness.

 

we ALL have the ability to Trust.

sometimes it takes a lil practice.

AND

it can TOTALLY change your experience

-if you want it to 🙂

 

Trust: sometimes it gets a lil rusty- and it still stands!

 

 

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