Tales of a Double Virgo

Episode #14

Does It Stay or Does It Go?

 

this was the theme today.

what am i

<or are you>

willing to let go of?

what do you want to keep around?

be it:

people. stuff. work. stuff. resentment. stuff. love.

did i mention stuff?

<ps. the stuff category extends within and without>

 

and as i slipped in to the tub

& opened my book

there it was again:

‘……the great work before us is to learn to understand what around and about us and what within us

must live, and what must die. Our work is to apprehend the timing of both; to allow what must die to die,

and what must live to live.’ Women Who Run With The Wolves. Clarissa Pinkola Estes.

 

we are faced with this BIG TIME right now.

 

within myself

i am faced with

and

am challenging the belief

~That I Cannot Have a JOB~

 

i’m not saying that i don’t ‘work’

i just haven’t

<in a long time>

worked within the 9-5 world

for others

<tho i love working WITH others>

i have always done my own thing.

always generated my income from within

~so to speak~

 

after a lengthy & insightful astrological reading last week

i got a glimpse of new perspective about myself

and

decided to challenge my fixed-ness in this realm

and

explore outside my comfort zone.

 

i am choosing to release who i thought i was

so i can open to who i truly am.

 

even if i don’t end up with a ‘J…O…B’

just considering it

from a place of conscious perspective

has shifted my energy.

 

we have so much wisdom within.

really.

there are times

when something starts to feel bad

even tho it has been with us forEVER

and

the forever part makes us feel obligated to keep it

and

we don’t yet know how to behave without it

be it a relationship. a job. a belief. a quilt grandma made.

an unfinished project. a dream.

so we feel conflict.

we feel resistance.

we feel struggle.

 

when faced with the

Does it Stay or Does it Go? question.

whether it be something within ourselves

or within our lives

<which is really the same thing in the end>

pay attention to what your body is saying.

allow it to tell you

to guide you

down the path of least resistance.

 

consider your options

and

go where it feels good.

that may be shocking.

you may surprise yourself.

heck

your whole life may change!

 

what can stay?

what do you want to stay?

who do you want to stay?

 

what parts of yourself have crystalized

and

are ready to exit?

to fall off

to peel back

to release

if you’ll let it.

 

they are fighting for freedom.

yes

everything has its own life cycle.

everything.

 

allow those ‘things’

to decide when THEY are ready to move thru and out.

your body AND your life

will feel sooooo much better.

i promise.

 

i’m inspired to leave you with some soulful tune-age from some rockin’ ladies.

ENJOY your release ~ claim what you love & feel your energy lighten.