Tales of a Double Virgo
Episode #58
do you feel grateful?
gratitude is one of those annoying overused words
that i love to explore.
i sometimes wonder
how many of us actually know how it feels to be truly grateful?
i thought i knew
but
now i know i didn’t
until now
or maybe
i’m just inching closer
to feeling it
truly
fully.
i know one person who emanates gratitude
ONE person
and
he’s 95.
just being around him
has been profound
i’ve never experienced a presence like it.
he literally drips with gratitude/gratefulness
it spills out all over the place
and
apparently
it splashed all over me.
it’s one thing to be a good spiritual practitioner
and
have your pretty little gratitude journal
writing your grateful words
daily.
it’s a WHOLE OTHER THING
to LIVE it
to BE gratitude itself
embody it
splash it all over the place
and
on to everyone
not because you feel like everyone needs it
but
because
the Feeling Swells Up In You So Big That It Literally Changes The Space Around You.
things are changing.
i’m feeling it
not just when cool things happen
or
my life is in flow.
the feeling rises up so big in me
that sometimes
i feel like i might lift off the ground.
my heart swells.
it feels like love and peace and joy
all wrapped up together
in a bright ball of deliciousness.
it often takes my breath away.
i may even squeeze out a little fart
or
a squirt of pee.
almost like a life orgasm.
yea! gratitude is a life orgasm!
it comes in this beautiful wave
washes over and thru you
and
sometimes leaves you sweating. shaking and smiling in its wake.
Do You Feel Grateful?
if you don’t
i hope you are blessed with finding someone to get splashed by.
i always thought i was until i actually was.
a grateful moment <3
in case you wanna listen…..