do you feel grateful?

Tales of a Double Virgo

Episode #58

do you feel grateful?

 

gratitude is one of those annoying overused words

that i love to explore.

i sometimes wonder

how many of us actually know how it feels to be truly grateful?

 

i thought i knew

but

now i know i didn’t

until now

or maybe

i’m just inching closer

to feeling it

truly

fully.

 

i know one person who emanates gratitude

ONE person

and

he’s 95.

just being around him

has been profound

i’ve never experienced a presence like it.

 

he literally drips with gratitude/gratefulness

it spills out all over the place

and

apparently

it splashed all over me.

 

it’s one thing to be a good spiritual practitioner

and

have your pretty little gratitude journal

writing your grateful words

daily.

 

it’s a WHOLE OTHER THING

to LIVE it

to BE gratitude itself

embody it

splash it all over the place

and

on to everyone

not because you feel like everyone needs it

but

because

the Feeling Swells Up In You So Big That It Literally Changes The Space Around You.

 

things are changing.

i’m feeling it

not just when cool things happen

or

my life is in flow.

 

the feeling rises up so big in me

that sometimes

i feel like i might lift off the ground.

my heart swells.

it feels like love and peace and joy

all wrapped up together

in a bright ball of deliciousness.

it often takes my breath away.

 

i may even squeeze out a little fart

or

a squirt of pee.

 

almost like a life orgasm.

 

yea! gratitude is a life orgasm!

it comes in this beautiful wave

washes over and thru you

and

sometimes leaves you sweating. shaking and smiling in its wake.

 

Do You Feel Grateful?

 

if you don’t

i hope you are blessed with finding someone to get splashed by.

i always thought i was until i actually was.

 

 

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