i’ve been thinking a LOT about shame. so i started some google play with it. and found that it’s ACTUALLY A BABY NAME PEOPLE CONSIDER! what the? and these were some of its meanings. as a name: darling. man. free man. singer. plain. meadow shire. bright meadow. coral. maiden. virgin. charity. super fucking interesting. i ponder. often. …
I Saw IT
I Saw IT standing there in front of me: DOUBT it was the first time i had seen its face felt its energy in this way… and there it was standing there blocking my forward thought movement. it doesn’t really matter WHAT i was thinking about what matters is- I Saw IT. like a bully standing …
Is Your Throat Supported?
after eons in the ‘spiritual’ or ‘personal development’ realm i get super annoyed by some of the Over/Mis-Used words that we are ‘supposed’ to focus on as -Good Spiritual Students- HA! manifestation. intention. abundance. gratitude. stand in OR speak your truth. inner child. mindFULness. past lives. karma. receiving. stand in your power. choose love. open your heart. AND any number …
#CHOICE
what a loaded word. are you triggered yet? Trust & Fear. Which Do YOU Choose? sometimes. often. ALL of the time? forEVS i thought the choice was between: Love & Fear that there would be some ~Global Choose-ing~ and everyone would shift IN to camp Love OR camp Fear. tho when i said it OUTloud it …
The REorganization of Things
things. ALL the things are BEing REorganized. do you feel it?! supplies. shipping. closures. and sometimes Total Fucking Chaos. we are so used to getting what we want with a click. amazing what we currently CAN’T. not only do we see/feel this happening in our outer world it is too happening in the inners. perhaps THAT’s what …
Ride The Waves
the waves are Big & Many and Often. sometimes. sometimes you see the waves coming. sometimes you don’t & you get pinned UNDERwater for like EVS so it seems. sometimes. sometimes the waves come in intervals that seem IMpossible with barely a breath between each. and sometimes they have a rhythm. consistent. persistent. and then …
what IS Trust?
recently my Trust in ME was questioned. i seem to have this ABSOLUTE trust in myself. that doesn’t mean that some things aren’t still challenging- that i don’t find myself in situations that are edgy. I Just Trust My Inner Guidance. As Long As I’m Listening đŸ™‚ sometimes i don’t listen. tho those moments are rare-ER and getting …
Are You Settling?
Are You Settling? for ANYthing LESS than what you actually want? cuz: it’s not ‘so bad’ i’m doing ok maybe this IS the best option i’m taken care of it could be worse we tend to settle. work. friendships. relationships. education. freedom. personal space. our bodies. our mental space. emotions. spiritual connection. Why Do We Settle? …
i hung out on the dark side
for 24 hrs. and FUCK it nearly killed me. what IS the dark side? where does it live? and WHO lives there? the Dark Side is on ALL sides lurking in the crevices next to your fear. Pro. Anti. it’s EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE. i hung out on the Dark Side for 24 hours- 24 hours too long. …
Got Better Feeling Feels?
WARNING: this is riding the waves created by the last post- Life Algorithm. not totally sure why you need a warning? Ha! Do You Like The Way You Feel? i mean does it feel good? the way you feel. your M.O. your most consistently. reliable feel. Do you Like it? LOVE it? i’ve always been a …