Tales of a Double Virgo

Episode #53

what next?

 

‘too high to get over. you’re too low to get under.

you’re stuck in the middle. and the pain is thunder.’ MJ

 

everything is different now

what next?

i’ve had my ass kicked by:

pluto

uranus

saturn

to name a few….

 

i feel wrung out

squeezed

meat tenderized

left lying in a heap

thank goodness the heap of me

is bathed in

a wide beam of sunlight.

saving grace.

always.

 

the sun.

my game changer.

the center of MY universe.

immediate attitude adjuster.

you know what i mean….

 

what next?

 

why can’t i be in more flow?

i am

mostly.

but fuck

even flow SHOULD have a certain degree of consistency

or not.

 

what’s my next ‘thing’??!!!

well at least i’m not trapped in sameness

or

suckness

or

blah.

 

what’s next?

 

is it this or that

or

everything in between?

 

why attach to what’s next?

why not fly by the seat of my pants?

i do

really.

tho sometimes my pant wings are tweeked

or

sticky.

unable to fledge from here to

next.

 

come back to center

check IN to me.

that’s what i keep hearing.

the only way to know we are on track

is to check in

go within

ask.

listen.

 

be intentional with everything.

pray life in front of you

and

walk in to it.

 

intend your day

your life

the effects of your nourishment

your exercise

your love.

 

intend your intention

be real

be clear

BE often.

 

what next?

 

who the hell knows.

things are heading our way

things we probably can’t even yet fathom.

how do we prepare?

drop in

stay centered

check in with YOU

ask questions

listen.

flow.

 

flow as best as you can

in choppy waters

BE your own life vest

breathe life back in to your life

believe in YOU

who you are

why you are here

what you can do

all of it.

 

what’s next?

you.

you believing in you

you stepping in to you

all of you.

Stepping IN to Your ALLness.

 

legend……