Tales of a Double Virgo

Episode #57

is negativity necessary?

 

i patched together a costume on saturday

from the good old costume box

not finding exactly what i had hoped

i donned a star wars -clone- suit.

(clone is what the storm troopers were before Palpatine had the Jedi’s killed.

lots of back story that i won’t get in to. haha!)

and

my hot pink wig.

so i was a star wars/japanimation something something.

 

i didn’t reeeeaaalllly form my persona before leaving my house.

the night somehow did that for me.

 

i was asked so many times ‘who ARE you?’

what a question! on most days.

 

then things started to form.

i was a Defender of the Universe.

that seemed to satisfy most people.

then one gal

dressed as broccoli asked,

‘what are you defending us FROM?’

 

sooooo many things flashed thru my brain:

chemicals.

darkness.

lies.

the man.

and

i landed on….

N E G A T I V I T Y.

 

i’m defending the universe from negativity.

then i thought

shoot, wait

do we need negativity???!!!

like there needs to be darkness

it defines the light

and

all that.

 

NO.

the Samurai Warrior that i was dancing with said:

‘negativity is the commentary.’

light IS. dark IS.

negativity can bring both sides down

and

doesn’t contribute anything beneficial to the whole.

 

Defender of the Universe- from Negativity

 

how does that look?

how does one DO that?

mostly

i just stay the fuck away from chronically negative people.

sure we all dip in from time to time

but some exist there.

 

a new perspective.

 

those in the darkness of chronic negativity

see EVERYTHING as sucky.

even a sweet newborn….

‘yea, too bad she was born in to THIS world’

a B- (B negative. ha!) might say.

hey i think that’s my blood type.

can that be changed?!!

 

last thought on this spooky/revealing day of a thin veil

notice your thoughts, your words.

from where do they burst forth?

are you dwelling or complaining?

or

are you smiling and gratitude-ing?

 

positivity is a CHOICE

and

we all have it.

you can choose to say:

‘yay! good morning!’

or

‘fuck. it’s morning.’

 

where do your thoughts and words ride

and

where will you let them take you?

 

BE a defender of the Universe

and

rearrange your thoughts and sentences to speak LIFE

and

see how everything around you responses.

Defender of the UNIVERSE!!! yea, baby 🙂